i'm feeling.. i don't really know. lonely, i guess.
i've read some of my blockmates testimonials and they have been close these past few months. they have become BFF's and they really hang out with each other. i don't have any of those yet because i chose not to get really close with anyone. fearing that they might take the place of my bestfriends.
but.. one person has changed. she had become distant and she doesn't really tell me stuff that much. i guess i also was too busy with something else that i don't remember to text her. then comes the time she tells me that there is this other friend she hangs out with all the time. since i am the jealous type.. well, you guessed it. but i didn't show that i was jealous. up until now, she doesn't know.
so.. what am i to do? my friends there in my school.. well. we do hang out. but not all the time. one has a boyf somewhere so when there are long breaks, she goes to his school. but i still love her. n_n
anyway. we are six -- oh wait! we're eight! ^_^ -- in the group. there's mei, gelatin, fruitella, marshmallow, mikhaila, tintin, and badette. and of course, me! haha. i really do have fun with them..
hm. anyway. i'm starting to feel happy. cause i do have those nutty seven people in my life. am glad i met them. they're all so caring and they tell me stuff. they even preach me if there's something stupid that i'd do.
my mother is.. fruitella. like one time, when she knew that i broke up with blue, for another guy, well.. she preached! well, not really. when i told her i liked someone, she just shook her head. nyahaha. i really love her. n_n
hm.. next person. mei! i love this girl too. if ever i'm alone, or waiting for someone, she doesn't go home at once. she waits for me, or for the person to come. she doesn't leave me! hehe. and.. she's also like a mother when she tells my boyf to take care of me. stuff like that. 
then there's gela. the baby of the group. she's seventeen but really looks and acts like a kid. i love this baaaaaaaby. but.. her mother, her mommy.. is taking her away.. waaaah! well, not really. i told you, i'm the jealous type. i want gela with us, not with the other group. ehehe..
then there's tintin. she's sooo good in drawing anime characters! even knows how to draw one in the computer. from scratch. excellent! awesome! haha. and this girl never fails to make me laugh. all the weirdness and nonsense.. i love her. yeah! you rock! nyahaha. \m/
hm. next? marshmallow! yeah, i call her that. haha. this person has this green jacket that is shoooo cute! mei always borrows it. 0.o anyway. during breaks, la casita, i always ask her if she will eat rice. cause if she will, then i will. haha!
then there's the ever pretty girl, mikhaila. i love this girl cause she's not really kikay but she wears pink. i mean, she always wears pink. and that's not even her favorite color!! it's blue. nyaha. and.. and.. stairs. we're always on the tenth floor or seventh. and usually, there are a lot of people who use the elevator. so.. we tend to use the stairs. then she goes and says.. "stairs? eh.." nyahah! i like it when she does that. haha. shooo cute! n_n and, like me, she doesn't know how to commute. or even cross the street. haha! yup. i like her.
last but not the least, badette. this is mikhaila's bestfriend. i mean, they're always together. hehe.. this girl is shooo intelligent! yup. was her groupmate several times and she does most of the work. very very intelligent.. and. naaliw siya sakin. cause.. i tend to race the elevators. stairs over elevator. most of the time, she also does that. there are a lot of people lining up in the elevator eh! so there. we also reach our floor first before the others. haha! and i told you, naaliw siya sakin. cause there was this time, in our lab building, she told me. we'll race till the third floor. i agreed. they were inside the elevator already and i was just going up the stairs. then.. when i was there already, i heard a certain "TING!". when i looked around, they weren't there. then, i heard voices on the floor below. then i realized, i was on the fourth floor! i looked down, and said "hi!" they were all shocked cause they thought i wasn't able to make it. then badette started saying that i was an alien cause no human being could do that. haha!
anyway. reminiscing. aw.. i miss them. i miss my friends in that school and i really miss my bestfriends too.
hm. i wonder what they're doing..
Currently listening to: my sister's voice. singing careless whisper.
Currently reading: my entry.
Currently watching: the lyrics. magic sing.
Currently feeling: giggly